December 2010
15 posts
Are we disappointed with the word ‘commitment’ because it means conditional love or acceptance? And it doesn’t matter if you have good and genuine intention at all, it only matters if you can perform something consistently?
And when we draw a circle and form a group, do we bring ppl together or apart?
I dreamt that I look up to the sky one night in Singapore, and I saw a starry night- the stars start to fall off like shooting stars and it look so nice… After a while we realized it was pieces of aluminum foil.
What if the person you can’t forgive already forgive himself?
What if the bad guy you hated turns good and do all the good things now?
What if people who once showed doubt in what you are doing are better at doing it now?
What is the person at the other side of seesaw suddenly wanna change side and come over? Do you feel happy or out of balance? All your effort to ‘keep things...
After many yoga classes, I confirmed that tiredness, and even sickness is really normal..coz it happens a few times, and its not just me…the teacher say it’s part of the healing, ‘you have to hit the bottom in order to rise up again’ I’m not sure how true… but definitely some process is going on…
Joy is when you do something and you think ‘this is exactly what I want’… Can be anything, like sleep for 10 hours…:D
Everytime I heard beyonce ‘crazy in love’ I think of the september when i just become an university student…
My yoga classmate say she can feel 3 guardian angels around another classmate- :o
有些人，因为太想把他忘记，反而把他分解了收在身子各个角落。
It’s really interesting- done throat chakra exercise today- and everyone of us talk for 5 minutes before and after the meditation- and there really are difference before and after…there’s more flow, more sharing of personal emotions, more engaging, more eye contact/ hand gestures…
I am also asked to read out a passage in front of class, and see how other people feel about...
Fallen angel sitting by the sea, waiting for his mates to come save him. He can’t go back to the all good heaven with his broken wing, but now he know how it is like to be a man. In the world filled with imperfection, blood, jealousy and dusts… All seems so real, as if he’s always been living down here…
I feel that my volcano is gonna erupt soon!!!
Why oh why,
saying that I admit and accept, although I just want to deny.
always want to proof that I’m different when I don’t even have the guts to do things different.
Thank you for thinking that I’m not just a guai guai person- because I’m sick of hearing that.
I think sometimes I want to appear as decent and guai1 as possible just for the convenience. I am usually ok with this image of myself, if I’m not so close with you.
But I feel disturbed when people see me just as a clear shallow pool of water and decide that there’s nothing deep /...
Why is my mouth so itchy nowadays!! Argh
November 2010
23 posts
So I spend the first 25 years of my life trying my best to do well in schools, and then when it’s over, I convince myself that being smart at school isn’t anything. and then I don’t know what is important anymore. Then I live stupidly, unwilling to take any path that leads to anywhere… But when someone got a scholarships somewhere, i feel my heart wrenching. As if, I have...