December 2011
10 posts
My past life was in Nepal?… How can such a revelation come at a tea time after yoga class…
It’s sensitive, not emotional.
Our mutual guy friends were analyzing orange guy to me, saying that they think he is too dangerous to Sook Nee…
And I’m always the one walking along the edge of the danger zone. Half involved… Haha
From 'The power of now'
Do you frequently talk and think about the past, either positively or negatively? Are your thought processes creating guilt, pride, resentment, anger, regret or self-pity? Then you are not only reinforcing a false sense of self but also helping to accelerate your body’s aging process by creating an accumulation of past in your psyche.
Finally woke up from my dreams… Both toronto dream and Nepal dream… After meeting with Yuehan and Yeeleng.
In the dream I feel that I’m finally myself… Outside the dream I feel that I’m finally grounded.
我想从盲目的追求中解脱
却发现自己只是盲目地追求解脱
Questions: where do I get supports in my life? supports that feel like a firm cushion behind your back when you are sitting cross leg on a wall
Jealousy stings.
Last few days was like a flu to me. I think I hit the peak of emotional turbulence and I was crying involuntarily few times on Thursday. Luckily a few friends gave me some rescue remedies. But after recovery from the madness, it feels like a sunny day after the rain.
I even suspect it to be just a hangover from the weed tea we drank.
I think basically I feel like I am missing out a lot by coming...
Nepal trip is like a dream… I’m at the dawn of awakening.