February 2012
15 posts
Happy! will see hobbit tomorrow =D
Pray that I can go Mount kailash in September!
Happy!.. My admin staff say I semakin berseri-seri (look more refreshed) nowadays
心动原来只像浪花般短暂。
过后连自己也不明所以。
又有多少个会留下痕迹
我却只能靠稍纵即逝的心跳来证明我的存在
Please ground myself down.. Everything I feel that I’m chasing something too hard…
Happy vday to my orange heart… Lol
我努力地往外跑，跑到越远越好，只是为了挣脱心里的枷锁，由千千万万的评语，意见，冷言冷语包裹形成的枷锁。
我说我一个人活的好好的，因为有我和我的梦，好象就没少些什么。
而被禁锢太久的人总是觉得自己好好的，因为已经不习惯自由。
而独处太久的我对爱感到莫名恐惧，不知道自己可以付出什么，也不知道自己缺少什么。也不知道在付出和得到之外，还有什么……
I am always trying to balance, without me realizing…
Swinging between unalarmed friendliness and its-too-much explosive defensiveness.
Between impulsiveness and over-worrying.
Between anxiety and procrastination.
Why am I constantly seeking approval from others? I feel good after sitting, and I need people to affirm that it’s ok to feel good.
I feel happy after changing my room position and I need people to say that I look happier?
I find myself spending hours explaining why I feel good, since when I am happy and how I feel happy…
What is this fear that people might not agree with what I...
Sometimes we are like a chess piece that plays our knight’s role too seriously and forget what we are made of.
I think a prince that comes with a motorbike is more charming than a white horse or branded car…
January 2012
13 posts
From 'A New earth'
What does it mean to be confused? I don’t know is not confusion. Confusion is :”I don’t know, but I should know” or ” I don’t know, but I need to know.” is it possible to let go of the belief that you should or need to know who you are? Can you cease looking to conceptual definitions to give you a sense of self? Can you cease looking to thought for an...