“i can say a lot about engineering lifestyle bla bla bla.but i think it’s just there a hole in my heart..”   “what hole ah like sth missing?”   “i tink a lot of time i dun feel connected to ppl”   “dun feel connected bcos ppl dun understand u?”   “on the surface is ppl dun understand.. but inside i think is something very simple so simple until i also dun noe how to say”